Wednesday, October 28, 2009
life in edtc's getting better.. am still trying to be in terms with a whole lot of documentations around BUT at least things are more familiar to me.. and i think i had forgotten the existance of great ppl who've been put into this exile island... which to my great relief i've found them back!
had resust drills yest and just now.. it was good.. great infact..nevertheless i wanna be more competent. isnt tt what everyone's striving for?!
cheers to competency tests!
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
2nd day in EDTC. sucks big time.. to the extent tt i actually opened my big fat mouth and bitch with raudah.. lucky thing she's there too yest.. her 1st day there with uncle richard.. sheesh!
was supposed to be buddied for snd snr role.. but everything was such in a mess and tt i cant be bothered abt buddying.. and to top it up.. i got scolding for doing things i NORMALLY WLD DO IN ED! and i got another scolding for not doing things tt any tom dick or harry around cld have done cuz my hands are way too tied down with relatives and d/cs and complains to handle!!
i think the whole place SUCKS not cuz of the workload there but because of the PPL's attitude there!
wonder how long does it take for me to get used to this place.. but by hook or by crook i have got to get a hang of tt place sehh! seriouslY!
whats for sure.. i think im losing part or myself already!
anyhows nana dragged me out aft work.. and thank god she did tt.. it was a hell of a stress reliever sehhs.. i dont think i can stand another day of silent condemnation.. its just way too much.. wonder how tmr will go..
hope tmr's gonna be a better day whereby i'll get a definite ans.. and not simply we help out each other and do everything.!
a better tmr a better tmr a better tmr!
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10:47 PM <3
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arrrgggghhhhs..... sooo many thngshave happen between this less then a month period.. firstly i'd LOVE to annnounce im a year older.. and a year wiser *hopefully*.. it has been filled with the most wonderful ppl and loveliest things in my life! spread over a few few days!! i cant say enough! i LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS... and THANK YOU SOO SOOOO MUCH!!..
and not forgetting.. i even receive a scolding from queens for not informing her bout my bday! LOL LOL!!.. i know you love me dear! =PPPP!!!
okok.. and then... i had a no.. a great no. of events tt happened at work which is tooo texing to explain and way toooo tedious to share.. HAHAHS..
however.. we had a raya gathering at kak long;s house.. which is GREAT! had shaz with me.. so no worries at tt point! hahas..
and and and.. finally i'd just LOVE to inform all im in edtc.. well CONGRATS to me..
im feeling super duper stressed up.. im really worried abt how i'd cope.. worried if im not able to lift up to the expectations! im happy tt i finally have some LOVE ones with me.. but on the oth hand.. i think i'm soo use to ED tooo muchhh tt i refuse to let go of the things i get to do there... i refuse to admit tt i finally have to move on to another part of the department.. and i simply REFUSE to move away from my comfort zone to accept this.. im pretty worked up.. pretty does not justify it.. im totally worked up over it. aft 6 mths of STRUGGLING to settle down in ed.. words just cant describe how nervous i am abt this move..
and the mindsets towards EDTC makes it WORST!
and im not only about whining and whining.. i've been coaxing.. psychoing myself more likely tt im able to cope in edtc as well as i have been in ed.. its only been a day.. let the reality sink in a lil bit.. let the love ones play a lil hocus pocus on me.. and i think i'll be as good as new.. just dont move the love ones away! not yet PLEASE!
ohh btw.. now im orang atas already.. -.-
PS:QUEENS.. i need a date! beep/txt me!
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